fate?
i am a v weak person.. exams r literally round the corner n i still found the energy to mope around wallowing in self-pity. so what if i'm dispensable to my strawberry milk tea? so what if i can't hold him the way i want to? so what if i can't expect calls n smses as much as i like? so what?!?!?! i can't do anything abt it anyway!!!
at least i still hv a nice someone to send "girl, i miss u" at indecent hrs of the morning (camps with unearthly waking hrs do tt to ppl). instead of the usual "pig pig, wake up le ma?", today's msg sorta left me revelling in the irony of it all. right wrds, wrong person? perhaps.
as i tried futilely to absorb bits of corporate finance, i finally gave into temptation (which is further proof of how weak i am) n binged on mushroom-flavoured pretz n expired strawberry hershley kisses. pathetic me. tsk tsk! =(
towards the evening, i headed to meet xinyu to vent my emo-ness at hans, marina sq. as usual, guards were having some ndp rehearsal thingy at the floating platform n typically, they wld get a couple of hrs off.. hehehe.
being in the mood for play, i attempted to hunt down weiming in the v big suntec city mall while forbidding him to cheat by telling me where he was in our smses.
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"he doesn't eat fast food n the army pay so measely.. they r prob at the foodcourt."
"hmmm, stocking up instant noodles at carrefour?"
"mayb he is looking for me in clothing shops???"
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anyway, i couldn't find him in any of the places i tot he wld be. all the while i was telling xinyu to look out for a bunch of NS men who wld be easily recognisable bcoz of their hair, or lack thereof. *evil laughter* lol. so just as i despaired n gave up, the dearie said, "lets go check out the arcade."
one step into the arcade n there he was. in the guards t-shirt, among many other similarly dressed guys crowded around a drum machine. boys will always be boys. o_0"
well, i grew excited, tugging at xinyu, gasping, "there there there!!" i dunno how i cld recognise his back view frm so many others but i suppose i just cld. n then i dialled his no. shouting into my hp, "I WIN, I FOUND YOU!!" haha.. lame ba?
then i played hide n seek around the arcade until he found me. for the first time, i stood in front of him, wearing specs n w/o make-up. but i bet i positively glowed when he said, "so cute! toot-toot de.." mayb i hv reached a stage where i no longer feel the need to impress.
=X
at least i still hv a nice someone to send "girl, i miss u" at indecent hrs of the morning (camps with unearthly waking hrs do tt to ppl). instead of the usual "pig pig, wake up le ma?", today's msg sorta left me revelling in the irony of it all. right wrds, wrong person? perhaps.
as i tried futilely to absorb bits of corporate finance, i finally gave into temptation (which is further proof of how weak i am) n binged on mushroom-flavoured pretz n expired strawberry hershley kisses. pathetic me. tsk tsk! =(
towards the evening, i headed to meet xinyu to vent my emo-ness at hans, marina sq. as usual, guards were having some ndp rehearsal thingy at the floating platform n typically, they wld get a couple of hrs off.. hehehe.
being in the mood for play, i attempted to hunt down weiming in the v big suntec city mall while forbidding him to cheat by telling me where he was in our smses.
.
.
.
"he doesn't eat fast food n the army pay so measely.. they r prob at the foodcourt."
"hmmm, stocking up instant noodles at carrefour?"
"mayb he is looking for me in clothing shops???"
.
.
.
anyway, i couldn't find him in any of the places i tot he wld be. all the while i was telling xinyu to look out for a bunch of NS men who wld be easily recognisable bcoz of their hair, or lack thereof. *evil laughter* lol. so just as i despaired n gave up, the dearie said, "lets go check out the arcade."
one step into the arcade n there he was. in the guards t-shirt, among many other similarly dressed guys crowded around a drum machine. boys will always be boys. o_0"
well, i grew excited, tugging at xinyu, gasping, "there there there!!" i dunno how i cld recognise his back view frm so many others but i suppose i just cld. n then i dialled his no. shouting into my hp, "I WIN, I FOUND YOU!!" haha.. lame ba?
then i played hide n seek around the arcade until he found me. for the first time, i stood in front of him, wearing specs n w/o make-up. but i bet i positively glowed when he said, "so cute! toot-toot de.." mayb i hv reached a stage where i no longer feel the need to impress.
=X
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